Posts tagged suicide.
One of the scariest feelings in life is when you realize you aren’t afraid to die. You don’t look when you cross the road anymore. When you take pills you take however many come out. You’re not afraid when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house anymore, because you hope they’ll get you. You seek out dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and become scared of yourself. Because you’re a monster, one who only hurts itself. And that’s scary.
Yukio Mishima performing Seppuku (a japanese ritual for suicide)
To whom this may concern,
Got to keep things simple, always, the survivor knows how to simplify his or her life down to what is most necessary. If you start to wonder pointless questions like whether your life is worth living, that’s because you’ve allowed your mind to wander…
I may have just been waiting for the opportunity.